4.If Only That So Many Dead Lie Round

Why would I spend all my fucking life locked to the things that
won't show me
no time / she spends her days throwing rocks to pass the day to
me / these
awful things / the devil's deeds / you can try the foolish ways
of crawling on
your knees / but today won't sleep not for the weak / 'I can't'
/ this brings
no hope to the ones that don't give a shit who / 'I can't' / and
see through
they do*